This week was an awful week for me, not getting out of the house, trying to avoid people and just sitting in my room over thinking...
What happened reminded me that i broke my word when i said that i shouldn't trust anyone, yet i trusted someone who broke my trust again, took care of someone who didn't deserve my care, treated someone like my daughter just so she can leave and never look back again as if i never exist anymore, made someone happy just so that they can add more sadness into my life later, shared all my happy moments with them just so that they can return it to me under sadness moments, helped them to become a better person in this life just so that they can make me feel worst, fought everyone for them to keep them happy cause they were weak just to show me that they become strong enough against me, helped them 24/7 to keep me awake 24/7 suffering from mental wounds, taught them how to keep their promises the way i did with them just so that they stab me behind my back later... the list is long but i'll just get over it and always remember to keep my heart solid like a rock because it took me only once again to be the person that i'm really am just to get dumped again without any care or thought, not even an eye blinking from a person whom i considered as my daughter which i never had...
This song describes how my week is passing by and yet i still manage to smile and make others happy...
