Okay so im 16 turning 17 soon and everything i write in this big paragraph is going to just be 100% honest. I dont find myself ugly. I actually think im quite beautiful. I have long brown hair and green eyes. The only thing that makes me absolutely hate myself is my big nose. I dont have a hook nose, or a nose with a bump on it. My nose isn't SUPER bad, but its quite bad to me. Its kind of long and its wide at the tip. I hate how i can't enjoy my life like other girls. By that i mean that i can't or dont "laugh" in front of people, and if i do im always covering my mouth as i laugh. I also dont take pictures because my nose seems to get wider when i smile with my teeth. If im smiling without showing my teeth, my nose looks fine, not small or big, but a little bigger than other girls. Therefore, i dont take photos of my face (i try to avoid them ALL the time) and i dont like laughing or smiling in front of people (which sucks because i love making people laugh and stuff). None of my friends really notice my nose (or maybe they do and dont say anything about it) like even my SUPER honest friends dont say like "omg ur nose is big sorry". The only person that makes fun of it is my younger sister. She makes jokes about how ugly it is and she will say stuff like "atleast i dont have a big nose!" and it seriously hurts my feelings so much. Im making it seem like my nose is the size of africa lol but its not. Its just not the same as every other person I've met. I get super depressed when i see really pretty girls smiling and laughing, and it makes me hate myself even more. I use makeup to contour and it honestly helps a bit, but i still hate smiling and laughing. Im sorry for making this so long. Im just scared that no guy that i like will ever like me back because of the way my nose looks. I've also never talked to anyone about this stuff. So this is my first time really telling anyone. What do you think i should do?
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