Do you ever wish you were still talking to a girl?

[brad2525]

[fibs4kt]

i wish my recent ex didn’t break up with me but instead talked to me BEFORE she lost feelings, that way i could fix my issues while having her to lean on


she left me because i was overthinking the future and stressing over the past, so i changed how i talked to her. i went from being happy to being happy with sadness involved. and what’s worse is that she once asked me what i thought about us because she feared i didn’t like her anymore due to how i talked to her


at the time, i didn’t know i was being weird, i wish i did though. she even told me twice that i was being different but i didn’t act on it. it was because i worried so much about our future and didn’t live in the moment, but instead lived in the past when we had it easier. the past 2 weeks were harder than ever, the first 2.5 weeks were easy. she broke up with me exactly 1 month after SHE asked me out cause she wanted me that badly…


sucks man, i really wish i could hear her say how much she loves and misses me like she used to. we spent so much time together and watched 1-2 movies a night. so many memories, i was there for her when she was sick, when she wanted to kill herself (but didn’t thankfully), and everything she felt i felt. when she was sad and wanted to make a life-ending mistake, i felt sad too. when she was sick, i felt how sick she was and felt worried and sad


the love i had and continue to have for her is insane. all i can do is continue to stay prayed up every night, and remain faithful that she’ll come to her senses and not fight her heart. she says she doesn’t want to give me a second chance as she’s never given anyone a second chance, but after what we went through, ik there’s a chance i can be the first second chance she gives. i just hope she stops fighting it and stops acting weird because she even admitted that she’s acting weird cause she doesn’t want to remember how good of a guy i was and feel bad for leaving me, which she even said she felt bad enough that she felt like giving me a shot but i told her if she wants to, she should do it genuinely and not out of pity

[SnowedIn]

Very much so.