Have you ever scared to communicate with people cause you’re ugly?

Anonymous
I am ugly or just overweight but I know cute chubby girls so I guess I’m just ugly😭 sometimes I want to be friends with some people but I barely communicate with them cause I think they’re better than me and we will stop talking with me anyways. I watch some people’s stories how they are riding a bike but of course I will never ask if I can do it with them. I scary that they will be disappointed of how I look irl. Cause people barely wanted to be my friend my whole life. For example, girl I know she’s skinny and from good family and we studied together. I met some girls from same area as me before, they didn’t post about our meeting and didn’t tag me in stories but I did myself (and they just reposted it on their story). But then girl I studied with met that girls, they tagged her😭 and it’s happens to me always. I mean should I loose weight and look better before communicating with people?
Have you ever scared to communicate with people cause you’re ugly?
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