Questions: Girl's Behavior

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I've learned to live with my difference for as long as I can remember. I've never experienced extreme agony/sadness on funerals either. However, I never broke the law and tend to be gentle with many animals. I'm not that extreme. I'm just indifference to people's sufferings or if I were to hurt someone feelings, I just don't feel bad nor happy; I feel nothing.

This is a brief example:
Lets say a family goes on vacation for a couple days and the house is unoccupied. If I were to throw rocks, break their windows and vandalize the house, instead of being worried about the damage or if I got caught (like most people), I quickly forget about it, say ''whatever'' and throw a party.

So yeah I pretty never felt true guilt, regret nor remorse. Is this rare for a woman? I'm wondering because I feel as if I was the only woman in my area. I hear this happens more in men than women.