I suspect that I might be on the Autism Spectrum?

[Anonymous]

I think i might be autistic,
I want to get to get a formal diagnosis but it's too expensive and my parents or most people would just think i'm just extremely introverted or shy, awkward and depressed
I identify a lot with social anxiety symptoms, i have dropped out of school, came back and dropped again
I also stim when i'm alone, i would be too embarassed to do it when anybody is around
Eye contact is hard for me and it always had been ever since i was very young.
I identify with a lot of the Autistic traits.
Am i actually neurodivergent?
Is it something different? Am i neurotypical with mental illnesses that just have so many autistic traits?

[worldscolide]

You definitely need a diagnosis, my wife is autistic, aspergers syndrome. Whst you describe is similar to how she is, but without a diagnosis you can't know for sure. For example, I have a lot of the same traits, but I'm not autistic, I just really hate people.

I find it sad that your parents won't get you the help you need. I'm guessing they have no insurance?

[Anonymous]

There are online tests which are not conclusive but may give you an indication. Better to reach out to one of the autism sites or local groups. Because you identify with some of the traits does not mean you are autistic. Stimming is not a conscious activity and difficult to stop consciously. There are also a number of associated conditions so better to get some professional or at least experienced advice but agree that a diagnosis can be expensive.

[Snsl153]

Well, from what you've said so far above, I would say you were on the so-called spectrum.

[NamerOfStars]

Well, what is it you hope to gain? Having confirmation, one way or the other, won't change what you are. Are there specific forms of support you're seeking?

[In_Trance]

smh... talk to a doctor