Should I just give up on my life?

You know what? I really feel like my life is wasting away. I really want a family of my own. I Hate having kidney disease, I hate having lupus which started it all. It’s taking away what I want the most and that’s to be mom. I wish I never had to be on dialysis or had lupus. I could have already been married and kids. I hate lupus and kidney disease.. they both turned my life to crap.
Should I just give up on my life?
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