Girls, If I don't want kids, does it matter if I hurt my testicles for fun?

[Anonymous]

I have never cut myself or done self harm in the traditional sort of way. I do however squeeze my nuts with plyers until they are almost flattened. The pain is very exciting to me, not in a sexual way. It hurts so much that I feel alive as crazy as that sounds.

Is that dangerous? Physically or mentally? I don't want to seek help from a therapist so don't bother suggesting it please

[sage2021]

This is something I have heard about before. I don't know what it's called but I will explain it to you.
There were to guys in a hot swimming pool when I saw it. One of the guys would put his hands around the other guys neck and choke him, and keep choking him until seconds before the guy died.
That was such a rush for him and exciting as well. He would pay the guy to do it to him, because it was his actual job.
So, this is very similar to what you're talking about.
But, no, your poor widow nuts don't deserve to be tortured by a metal nutcracker
There must be something on line about this. You're not the only guy that finds things like that to give him a thrill.
Good luck to you.

[Kimchi_doll]

Well I guess you knew most of us would suggest therapy. Why don't you try something like rollercoasters, the big ones. That should make you feel alive. Or start working out and lifting weights.

[Asker]

Thank you I appreciate the advice. Those are both solid ideas. I dont live in an area with rollercoasters, and I occasionally do lift weight but not often. What else can you think of? My nuts appreciate the alternatives. I really don't want to pop a testicle that would not be fun.. I need ideas to keep my mind busy

[Kimchi_doll]

Have you told anyone?

[Asker]

No absolutely not. It's such a weirdo thing to do. I am too embarrassed to tell anyone.

[Razp_Sorbet]

Yes it matters. Self harm is never okay. You need help. Not wanting to seek help from a therapist isn't going to stop me from suggesting that.

[Asker]

Thanks for the reply. I just don't know what a therapist would do to help me? It's much easier said than done to go to therapy. I'm not super depressed either. There is just a weird thrill to hurting my testicles. Kind of like a adrenaline junkie type situation. Hard to explain

[Razp_Sorbet]

Therapy isn't just for depression. Clearly there's something going on that makes you keep doing this to yourself. A trained professional can help you work that out and help you come up with a safer way to get the release you are needing

[Asker]

Okay thank you for your advice I appreciate you taking the time. Sometimes I just wish I could cut my nuts out of my sack and just make it so I have no choice but to handle my emotions in another way. Don't worry, not going to do that.

I do care about my testicles is the weird thing. But balls are so sensitive that its not fair for a guy who uses pain to feel excitement. My testicles do not deserve the life they have been given 😢😭

[Anonymous]

Damn

[Asker]

Yep...