If you had killed yourself one year ago, what would you have missed out on?

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This is a serious question, although if you want to joke, that's alright too. Its near the end of the second to last month of the year. As a recap, What has happened this year?

I've thought of dying many times before and I'm not trying to make light of anything here. I imagine too many situations to be fair, some with a decent level of detail. I think having goals help here since thinking about the future can help distract your mind. Sometimes I imagine switching places with other people like a game of sims where you don't have a singular life to live or focus on.

Weapon77 · Accepted Answer

Too many things to count. I wouldn't have seen my niece turn 1, my siblings graduate college, I wouldn't have gotten to see all the sites and try all the foods I did traveling in OKC and such, I wouldve missed Dallas FanExpo and all the awesome celebrity panels and hot cosplay chicks haha Wouldve missed the new chapters I wrote in my novel, wouldve missed being in the best physical shape of my life. All kinds of things. And if I stop now, I might miss experiencing actually nice breasts (the first pair were a huge disappointment) and booties. And who knows what else. I've dealt with depression since I was 11, but I also have an aggressive resentment of surrender. My FOMO is stronger than any other feeling I have probably other than my sense of justice, but those two things are likely tied.

Mynameisbobby · Accepted Answer

I wouldn't have started college and I wouldn't have met my roommate and my best friend. I thought of suicide many times when I was in middle school because I was bullied every day by everyone. I now realize that had I done that I would have messed up my little brother for life and my uncle. Both would have been devastated by it 😢 It's hard to think about how other people that love you just how much that would hurt others when you are going through hurtful things. I hope you are doing okay. If you ever need to talk I'm here.

Bethany22 · Accepted Answer

While this past year was positively eventful, ironically in each situation I felt sick about it during the actual event. Like, looking back at the year in general, lots of good things happened, but too much was at stake during the actual events that I couldn't enjoy them until reflecting on them now that I know everything turned out well enough.

Agape93 · Accepted Answer

Honestly, not but so much. Samhain, a few birthdays, an anniversary. Much as I want to kick the oxygen habit and get some peace, I'm trying hard as I can to keep my promise to not do so.

Hon if you need to talk, I'm here. No judgment and what we discuss stays with me.

AmeerX · Answer

You know I will say multiple times came in my life when I wanted to end it or when my life was near death. For simplicity purposes I am. Counting them together. From 2012 till now, my life has to face challenges beyond my belief. I did say I want to see more chaos in the world.

First time, I was in a fight and I lost due to greater foes and betrayal. Then I thought God spared my life as a favor from Him. Second time, I had a heartbreak 💔 and then I calmed my heart down. Then, third time, I again had a heartbreak but this time I was upset because the girl married my brother's friend. All of it started from my fight as it changed the timeline. If I never had the fight things would have changed is what I believe. Well, everytime I sat out and with each passing moment I think I want to live. I want to find the chaos and I want to see how it turns out. I want to see the beauty of the world, the beauty of the world and it's ugliness too.

Betrayal is beautiful in the present but ugly in the past.

DevikaButts95 · Answer

So much of my wonderful relationships I've made, both friends and girlfriends. Literally hanging out with two girl tomorrow night I've recently gotten to know for a movie night while her brother rubs our feet, they're both so cool so many great moments like that I'll miss out on.

pers0n · Answer

A year ago I didn't think of boring rifles by corroding with salt water and anions. Which is stupid of me, rare noble metals are used for salt water electrolysis because even the best of stainless steels corrode in salt, no matter the hardness. But I legit thought I need a boring machine until this year.

YourFavoriteFriend · Answer

A lot. I have come more close with some people but this year has to be my favorite one since 2017. I have (mostly) fixed my mental problems and it's the first time I feel like I'm truly happy. So yeah, glad I didn't! And hope that people do get the power reading this and don't do this. Good luck to everyone!

CrazyGirl2 · Answer

Im going out on a limb here and saying a year of life (so far). As well as all the pain, misery, and destruction you selfishly caused your friends, family, and loved ones, when you killed yourself!

Dana223 · Answer

Energy Crysis, stress of ukraine war happening in the neighboring country. Not much good.
Do you feel sad or sorrow? What makes you think of such things @letuswaltzforthedead. Hit me up with a message :)

SnowedIn · Answer

Kids birthdays. Girlfriends for my older boys. Helping my wife with a really difficult situation at work. A pretty amazing trip to New York City. But, beyond that... this wasn't a banner year to write home about.

nolabels · Answer

I'd have missed out on having COVID, badly, for the second time. I did have some really good prime rib a couple of months ago, so there's that.

art84 · Answer

My nephew joining football and basketball in middle school and changing his life around. My brother getting a divorce from his wife which came as a surprise for me. My dad being in the hospital last year around November for 30 days. He missed Thanksgiving and he was close to losing his life to pneumonia as he was throwing up and had a hernia removed as well. My niece celebrating her 8th birthday and my nephew his 13th birthday.

jamesgoldman · Answer

Decent new world cigars The Guy Richie movie Snatch (seen 9 times) The release of the Tissot PRX (well the new one at least)

Anonymous · Answer

Publishing my first book, and discovering so many new things, from hidden health treatments to subliminals.

NathanDavis · Answer

pain and hurt, both ways

Anonymous · Answer

The comeback.

TacosRAwesome · Answer

A tragedy really.

Anonymous · Answer

Meeting the love of my life in person.

Alex8736 · Answer

hell on earth

zrnobya · Answer

Nothing, i can win more than i lose lol

Anonymous · Answer

😂 😂 😂….

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