What do I want in life? What kind of person am I?

I prefer white men because I grew up with them and they are nicer to me than black men. However, I'm not a racist. It's my preference. I also love to watch action, Sci fi, fantasy, comedy, thriller, a bit of romance, 3D CGI animation and Japanese cinema/anime movies. I listen to Pop, Soul/R&B, power ballads- love songs, alternative rock, chill out and Jpop music. My favourite singers are Celine Dion, Leona Lewis, Utada Hikaru, Brian Mcknight, Nina Girado, Mandy Moore, Donna Lewis, Des'ree, Christina Aguilera, Spice girls, Britany Spears, Crystal Kay, Namie Amuro. What type of person am I? What is it that I want in life? I know there's a posh word for it but I dont know what it is.

What do I want in life? What kind of person am I?
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