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I don't have much hope for the future anymore, it feels all very bleak. I don't know if there's really a point in working hard, studying or even expecting to have a half decent future, because ai will replace almost all of us unless the tech ceos and the government wants to step in, which they won't with how they are. there's a big chance we'll all be dirt poor living horrible lives, in technofeudalist ultra conservative dictatorships, in the not all that distant future, if WW3 doesn't kill us first. the risk feels more imminent than ever. then there's climate change, and if we're dirt poor and abandonned by our governments, we're even more fucked. life will be horrible for men who aren't ultra rich already, but for women it will be even worse since i'm like 75% sure with the heritage foundation in power with their projects, and the massive brainwashing of gen z & alpha boys/men, women will be stripped of their rights completely and all the western world will follow. so i don't know if there's a point in sticking around, if on top of everything i'm going to end up as some slave to some guy who hates me.

i've always known govs were corrupted and there's lots of hidden evil in this world, but now it's so naked and blatant. everyone is becoming crazy, and we're all getting so extreme politically. i also feel like i feel this world is being operated increasingly by evil rich people who hate us and want to do everything that makes them more powerful and rich at our expense, and there's nothing we can do.

I think we're all living in the very end of an era; of peace in the west, freedom, high living standards, abundance, and human rights. I think soon, we'll be living in a horrible dystopian world none of us ever thought we'd know.

i sometimes wonder if living is worth it, if we'll all be miserable soon without escape

Lately when it’s near bedtime i would suddenly remember dreams i had years ago and i also would remember which age i had those dreams. It’s kind of like something i recognized as a dream memory instantly, and it would be something i had no memories of until the moment i remembered it. Those dream memories recalls are usually from 10-15 years ago and i’m pretty intrigued by that. I just had a chat with my therapist and they said it’s not something that is common, but it’s not something concerning for my situation and diagnosis. I’m just wondering if any of you have experienced the same dream memories recall?

I am trying to decide on a shade of red, fuchsia, or something like it to wear this spring. I have been wearing a dark mulberry this fall/winter. I am ready for a change. I have narrowed it down to these two colors. Which of these do you like the best?