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But you'd know for the rest of your life that they weren't a natural version of themselves... they were a forced version created by you.

My first girlfriend at 27 was honestly 10/10 looking. Nice relationship but she turned out not to be a great girl. I did used to flex money, exotic cars and things which may have attracted the wrong attention. I would have stood out on instagram to her.

Me personally I do feel I have every gift a guy can have. I am good looking too, life together, motivated and I have been born lucky. I want to find a very beautiful girl that is also a good person. What’s the point in having so much luck in life if you can’t put it to use?

I have dating apps and I can get a lot of interest but nearly all from girls I’m just not that physically attracted to. Problem is that it’s so hard to find those unique looking girls. Also when you do, the chance they like you back or see you on those apps is often not in your favour.

If I’ve done it once will I do it again? It is shallow but I am just really into unique and very beautiful girls. I feel in my comfort around them and I feel like such a cool guy. I’m used to it now and I can’t imagine it any different. I feel like the man.

Any advice? Where I live it’s hard to meet new people in person.

It seems like as soon as they make some money or climb the social ladder, they're always with gorgeous white girls.