How are you really?

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in all honesty, how are you? feel free to rant 😊

Anonymous · Accepted Answer

I'm going through it right now, I've been through so much and since the pandemic, I've hit a low I've never hit before. I've had depression where I cried through the day or woken up unable to move.

I used to wake up so angry, I was mad at my parents for raising me to be such a freak. I was mad at the kids at my school for singling me out, I was mad at adults for doubting me. I was mad at myself for failing so much. For loving but never feeling loved, for laughing when I was in pain, for wasting time I didn't feel like I had.

It fueled me to do some great stuff. I spent all my time working towards my goals: being good with woman, having friends, starting a business, proving myself, finding success.

I came really close and it all got pulled out from under me at the last second.

Now when I wake up in the morning, I don't feel anything. I waste time, I don't talk to women, or really anyone. I can't focus on anything, I'm not good at anything anymore.

I don't hate or love myself or anyone else, I fake laughter, I fake smiles, I fake everything because it's what I need to do to get through the day. The only thing that even motivates me to get out of bed anymore is my little brother. I have to get him out of my mom's house. She's mentally ill and he needs someone to guide him and give him the things I never had. So he can have a normal life and have friends and love and goals.

And I maybe soon I can get back to my old self again, or better yet, evolve into something better.

UniquelyBasic · Accepted Answer

Everything is good besides having a tough time getting enough sleep.

AddylynnNightingale · Accepted Answer

I feel good. I'm calm. I feel relaxed. It's going so well that I'm not sure if I should be feeling like this.

a_curious_young_boy · Answer

haven't slept for 3 days.  There are lots and lots of things going in my mind when I try to sleep.

Avicenna · Answer

I'm fine, how are you?

Anonymous · Answer

Peachy! Kind of like one of those days when you feel like spraying yourself with lemon pledge and sliding naked down the Bannister. 🤣🤣🤣

Dkc123 · Answer

How r u?

BarryLiverstone · Answer

I’ve been better

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