Why is it that you enjoy the suffering of others and the injustices?

It annoys me a lot when someone comes and breaks the hell out of those who abuse and break the rules, they don't know how much I hate that, but I love it when abusive people hurt others who try to defend people or animals, I would enjoy that someone authoritarian government subjects people to laws that they do not want to accept, I do not like people to express their anger I want them to remain silent or better to force them to remain silent, I would put myself in the shoes of the bad guys if I were one of them would always like to get away with it, I already went to the psychiatrist and already started psychological therapy to eliminate my controlling desires and to injure people, but I still haven't heard these specialists say the name of what happens to me yes Is it a disorder or just an emotional problem, I've always been like that, only now it's reached a critical point.

Why is it that you enjoy the suffering of others and the injustices?
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