I can’t forget about my first love who’s my neighbor and I’m married?

[Anonymous]

Long story short, I’ve been married for years. I met him before my husband. I’ve travel for leisure and work just to forget about him. Now that I’m home recovering from a serious illness, and saw him again, I still feel the same way. We had a thing but he’s a cheater. We’re both married but I respect his kids not her wife who stole him from her best friend (I mean it’s his fault for accepting but you know what I mean) now he still cheating on her that’s why I wouldn’t accept that but I’m still in love with him.
My husband is not helping me at all. He ignores me and makes me feel empty and lonely even though I tried having him food ready and ways to have fun he just killing my feelings for love like my first love did.

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My first loves has money and his own business his not just a worthless man.

[Anonymous]

lol sounds like you’re looking at the grass on the other side. Trying to make a justification to jump over that wall to the other field of grass. You also sound like you feel as though you think you picked the wrong man. I also think you’re jealous that he’s messing around w some other girl even though he’s married and not you. This is about you. Me, me, me! My happiness. That’s what a lot of women do, it’s all about their happiness. Your husband wasn’t your first choice. Your first choice didn’t want to wife you up so you’re not satisfied w your marriage. You probably feel as though you settled.

[Zestyassmf1997]

This sounds like you’re trying to justify your unfaithful thoughts.

[Anonymous]

I think you need to think about ending the marriage you are in.