Is it all bullshit?

In my life I've spent uncountable hours going down rabbit holes, finding spiritual truths on an enterprise to aquire some ancient wisdom off an emerald scroll left behind from historically advanced civilizations or from Kundalini awakening or from radical rationalism. After years of tourment I've come to the Simplist of conclusions.. it's all bologna. A means to destruct ourselves from the true nature of things witch in itself is not boring but lacks the romantic allure in witch humans revel in. The truth of the world is not written in poetic verse but in silence Do you think I'm correct or am I being petulant?
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I was regressing into existential nihilism. Through self acceptance I was able to change my perspective and self analysis.
Is it all bullshit?
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