Do you believe in spiritual numbers?

Beccaasaar
Recently I've been going through a rough time meaning last year I broke up with my 9 year and fell in love with my best friend then just a lot going on and now I'm about to lose my best friend this year but recently for a whole year of going through that stuff I've been seeing 111 or 1111 but mostly 1111 and when I look it up it says your guardian angel or someone that previously died is telling you they love you in a time you need love, and I have proof everytime I see it I take a picture of it. But they other day I got 4.44 and then I got 50.50 when I was my almost ending best friend I don't understand what it means, this time I looked it up and says twin flames are coming together? I don't understand.
Do you believe in spiritual numbers?
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