Why is this life full of shit and bullshit?

  • I am 31 years old with massive heart/chest pain and doctors can not figure it out
  • my mom has lots of diseases since I was born
  • my dad had a heart attack
  • my sister talks by herself has a mental issue and she can not work or marry
  • we moved to a little town and there is no job here and I am unemlpoyed
  • all my life I had to struggle with shyness and social anxiety disorder, school and work life was always terrible
  • never had a girlfriend all my life
  • all this life bullshit is full of blood and death, we will die at the end of the day and what is the point of this life and struggle? please don't write positive lies, just write some reasonable truth and reasons...
Why is this life full of shit and bullshit?
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