Why does God hate me do much?

My life has been an ongoing challenge, rug pulled beneath me many times, humiliation ritual at previous jobs. No love, struggle to lose just 10 lbs despite eating good/ working out. I'm in a job I hate and I'm barley getting by, I used to have a higher paying career. God forced me out of that job and state. No prayers being answered. Family of my own, a home and a job I don't hate.

I have no desire to hope! Hope is dead! Nothing seems to change! I'm do fed up with everything!

Why does God hate me do much?
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