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I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend.

I am in deep depression. I had to go to the hospital 2 nights ago. I was handcuffed and taken to the hospital by the sheriff's department. I was in bad shape.

Back in 2020, I had an online thing with this girl. She was exactly what I was looking for. She never had a male friend before she met me, and she never dated ot had a boyfriend. She never kissed and was still a virgin. Things were going well for several months until we met the first time in person. She rejected me because I wasn't her type.

Now, she is about to marry some other guy soon, and he gets to be her first everything. I am almost sick to my stomach thinking about it. It is extremely heartbreaking to me.

The thing is, I want to find another girl just like her. I don't know if that was my one and only chance. I feel like dating 18 year olds is about to become off limits to me. I am getting really scared. I cannot even sleep in peace at night, because I dream about her still.

I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend. I have frequent dreams of this girl I went on 1 date with. She was perfect and never even had a male friend before she met me. She rejected me on the first date. I am absolutely sick to my stomach to learn she is engaged to be married to this guy in April 2022.

I want to find another girl like her, one that has never had her first love or a boyfriend before. She was decently attractive too, and I hope to find another like her.

I want to be married by the end of 2022 or early 2023 at the latest with a girl where we are each other's first loves. Do you think I can achieve my goal?