So we sleep together. I did feel weird about it. I like to be in love when I sleep with someone. We weren't quite there. I think he sensed it. I did make a few comments that he'd probably just disappear now and I feel like I messed up. He denied it over and over, and kissed me.
He did end up ghosting me. I kind of got into an argument with him once I was home. I just picked at him. But I did apologize and told him I felt insecure and regretful and really liked him and didn't want to mess things up. He told me he was interested in a relationship with me. I said goodnight. Boom never heard from him again. I've messaged him quite a lot wondering what was going on. Sent some snaps. He left them on read. So I officially blocked him yesterday. I'm very hurt but I feel like I should blame myself. But I also think he could have said something.
The sad part is that if he comes back, I'd more than likely forgive him. I really liked him. I keep blaming myself. I miss him. I have a strong feeling he'll be back. What should I do?