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I will never have a girlfriend for the reasons I am going to tell: Women from 15 to their mid 20's they want to live life and make good memories. So they want a man interesting , exciting and fun. I am not these staff I am a lot of times boring and dark and gloomy sometimes. After that in their late 20's to early mid 30's women are more interested in money and social status , the provider man , to have a prosperous family/ offsprings. With my college degree and my other degrees that will come I will possibly have money for that but I am not willing to give them for that purpose. Because my potential future wife have enjoyed her life in her prime years and wants me only as a provider for her. So do u agree or not?

My cousin yelled at me and said I should thank my mother and respect her for giving birth to me. "With her you wouldn't be going to college" she said but from my point of view she deserves nothing. My earliest memories are being beaten for little mistakes, crying myself to sleep from at home bullying, and being called names by her. My 3 older brothers have gone in and out of jail and she has always compared me to them. I'm the one who's worked to get my good grades and I'm the one who got a job at 16 to save the small amount I have for college. If I hadn't threatened to fight her when I was 16, I have no doubt she'd have no problem slapping me when she's angry.
I don't get why a mother who has told me numerous times I'm no good deserves any praise or respect. As far as I'm concerned a parent is suppose to raise their kid without question. If I had a kid I would raise him or her, I think parents make the mistake of believing they're Gods.