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One event example;
I was listen to a new song, not bying attention to the lyrics.
I was listen to this song becaise im a dreamer and i wanted to daydream with this melody playing..
I wanted to daydream about the day im gonna have kids, a 4 yr boy, sitting in the bar of my car as i drive on a country road...
But for some reasons i couldnt picture it.
The only thing i could possibly think of was a "friend'' that i did not see (or even thought of) in 6 years.
I was like "why is she in my head when i listen to that song? I haven't even seen her in almost 7 years!"
I would try as hard as i possibly could to get her out of my head while listen to that song but couldnt! The thought of her was so strong!
Couple days later i watch the music video and listened to the lyrics this time; it spoke about a daughter that lost her best friend (mother) battling cancer etc.
I decided look at her profile since she poped into my head, where i found that her mom (and best friend) has JUST died of cancer!! That song described them word for word!! And i did NOT even know her mom had cancer!
I also get lots of gut feelings and stuff usually.. Im intuitive.

However, I've never done anyone seriously harmful (nothing of that nature) to others. I do admit to cheating my way to be the class valedictorian in HS as well as cheating on a small chess competition to get to semifinalist at least (the 4 top best). I got away with that and don't feel one bit bad about it.

My only issue is I've always had is limited empathy. For example, I didn't care too much what happened to Rihanna back then and don't even like her songs.

However, my limited compassion/empathy goes towards pets, little kids, my best friend and my close family members. With a boyfriend, it will depend on how the dating process develops. I don't open up to strangers that easily. I have once developed a bonding but the guy had to go back to his country. So is this bad?