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I’m not looking for a husband and marriage, I want a first boyfriend at age 27 and experience first time in my life what it’s like meet families , live together , have accidéntal pregnancy , bliss , fun trips with a boyfriend.
It’s ok if it’s not forever or 3-10 years. It can be short term 2-3 years only.

but still it feels difficult find a guy wanting live with me and be in love for me and want sex with me daily in our same apartment.

• You have to pay bribes to get higher education and a job, especially if you didn’t score 99.99%.

• When you use the Right to Information Act, they refuse to disclose any information.

• A tea seller becomes the leader of the country and then tells others to sell tea instead of providing jobs, while he wears clothes that are 1000 times more expensive than what the average person in his country can afford.

• Some people get reservations based on their caste in both educational institutions and jobs.

• Interviewers ask stupid questions, like whether you can cook or if you listen to hymns, even if the job doesn’t require any of those skills or qualifications.

• You receive at least one call from scammers every month.

• Rape and arranged marriages are the most common ways for boys to get sex.

• Three out of ten boys ask you to send them lots of pictures before they take you seriously.

• Boys who lack skills and have a thin, short penis demand 5 million dollars (either directly or by asking about your income) to marry you.

• This country has the highest number of iron rod insertions inside female bodies.

• Stray animals roam freely on the roads, even in big cities.

• Finding human feces at railway stations or on roads is rather common.

• The accent sounds very unpleasant, and they’re proud of it. They bully you if you don’t talk like them.

• They sell dangerous cosmetics to lighten women’s complexions but lose their minds if a safer lightening cream is released for men in that country.

• Only boys are supported and encouraged to leave the country. Girls have to marry one of those boys to have a chance at moving abroad.

• They can memorize facts like robots, but if you ask them for a reason, they can’t explain it in simple words (and if you can’t explain something in simple words, you don’t understand it, according to Einstein).

• Parents here think their children, especially girls, are their slaves.

30f and I really can’t tell if I’m inevitably single because I don’t want a relationship or it’s a case of self sabotage. Within the past few years, the only attention I’ve gotten from attractive guys were on dating apps. But that should be taken with a grain of salt, I feel like compared to the average woman, I don’t get attention from quality guys in person. I’m pretty shy and tend to speak when spoken to, on top of bad anxiety, I’ll say I question if women can relate to my lack of sex drive. I haven’t had sex since my early twenties/don’t masturbate and couldn’t care less if I died a virgin, will feel some kind of way if I’ve never found love though.

It’s as if I want the reassurance I’m desirable (from what seems like decent men) vs actually going out on dates, I’m insecure but wouldn’t just go for anyone that gives me the time of day. I just don’t get why it can’t ever go my way w/ the OLD apps, it’s likely bad luck but a pattern of: ghosting, fizzling out, the convo not flowing to my expectations & I dip out, just lack of interest (can go both ways) etc. I’m attracted to men, I really don’t think id date a woman but something about men at the same time turns me off (physically & personality wise). Like almost every woman I've known has been boy crazy since they were pre-teens and I never got it, I thought they were exaggerating or I was a late bloomer. Well here I am 2 decades later, my closest thing to boy crazy were celebrity crushes.

Am I looking for excuses to justify being single? Is it simply a case of being unlucky? Is there more to unpack here? Or is the right guy all it takes for it to fall into place?

No high quality man ( definitely exclude alcoholic smokers who have casual sex) marries any legal teenager (and no woman was any age forever) Most Indians definitely want a working woman and only consider you for marriage if you have at least graduated from college. This means you’re at least 24 when you can think of getting married or even older if you have their preferred career. That leaves you with 5 years before they start yelling that you are “old” and should marry anyone! Most Indian boys can’t hold a conversation , don’t have a soothing or sexy accent, don’t look decent enough to be dream guys or satisfy your needs and think they’re superior even when they can never be your dream. It’s been tried and tested. So if you’re an above average woman in India, you’re probably not going anywhere. You also can’t try and dream of someone from a different country because some people have a confirmation bias. They exclude anyone who isn’t their preferred race.