Search Results: does he like me or my body

My younger sister is always texting my mom to help her out with something everyday….. she tells my mom non stop that she’s sick or has sore joints/ body aches…. doesn’t even know how to use a toilet plunger if the water goes too high…my mom goes all the way to my sisters house just to unplug the toilet for her and to help her put stuff in the oven because she claims stuff is too heavy for her to lift! She even asks my mom for groceries then ends up throwing food away in the end or asking my mom to return it to the store…. my mom also takes out her garbage for her and one night at 8pm when my mom was about to go to bed she was asking my mom to go over there to get her a new blowdryer for her hair because she didn’t know how to reset the plug!!!

why does my sister rely on my mom so much? And why can’t she just go see the doctor if she’s so “sick”?

she’s gone for blood work and X-rays and the doctors don’t find anything in her yet she complains a lot about not being “well”.

So, I'm quite sensitive when it comes to touch & my boyfriend of more than 2 years is more on the other end of the spectrum. When he's sober, we arrange this well & are both happy, except for the occasional reminder for him to not break my neck when bear hugging me.

I want to clarify, he is a very kind soul, just clumsy, so it's always good intentions from him! But sometimes he accidently hurts me, which annoys me if it's too frequent & that's case when he's drunk. The more drunk/drugged, the worse it gets, as you simply loose control over your body. He tries super hard to give me my space & be veeery careful touching me then, but it's just not working. I'm kind of conditioned at this point that when he comes close to me drunk, he'll likely step on my foot/squeeze me too hard/poke his nose in my eye/get his fingers stuck in my hair, so I tense up as soon as he comes near me in that state. The worst part is that he's especially vulnerable & affectionate when drunk, but I just have to defend my space & tell him off & he can tell I'm not fond of him, which hurts him a lot.

I tried to avoid his drunk/drugged persona (he knows all of this, we communicate about it), but I also don't wanna miss all fun evenings with our friends. Moreover, it's a part of him (which he does not want to give up in this part of his life) and so I sometimes want to be with him in that state too. But it often ends in him being hurt & in a bad mood the next day, trying to recover from the rejections of the previous night and then he's the one needing his space, so I can't hug or kiss him to show him affection then, or to say sorry.

I know the most obvious solution is for me to avoid him in that state. But I wonder if anyone else made such experiences & whether you think this makes us a bad match/myself kind of a bad girlfriend, at least for him, that I can't deal with this? It hurts me a lot to hurt him and I hate myself in those moments for being so mean, I just don't know another way.