Is it normal I want to be subdued by a man?

I use to have my own ideas about being ij charge of what he does to me but now I met this man with super piercing eyes and energy and he goes right through me. He’s so in control that I don’t even want to assert my way at all. I’m probably scared to my bones or frozen to the core around him. He just has total control. I want him to tell me what to do and boss me around. He does even have to try. His very presence commands my fear and respect. I usually like guys who I can control or influence subconsciously like with my body language or what I do or don’t say. Some men just don’t get affected by it. They have total control (even over me to an extent). I knew one guy like that. I’d tell him to stop scaring me and he never once stopped doing it. It’s kinda amazing when a man is just so in control and I have nothing over him. I’m just a shell lying there. It’s interesting feeling. It’s different. Most guys don’t have that effect on me even though I’m pretty shy quiet and submissive. I still have this desire for ckntrol subconsciously. But with a man like this, it wouldn’t matter what I want. He pierces right through my heart.

Is it normal I want to be subdued by a man?
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