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We broke up several years ago and did our own thing for college and 2 years later we were friends on Social Media again. Then he started dating someone and unadded me once they were together for 6 months. haven't heard from him since. The other night my friends and I were stalking our exes online and I found his Youtube Playlist he started in 2019 and has been adding to it and new songs listed today, a lot of the songs are about past love and missing an ex. Part of me is like is this about me? I mean if he's still with his girlfriend and sees her everyday or even lives with her, is he going to have a 17 hour playlist called You dedicated to her especially if theyve been together for over 2 years? What's your thought?

So my boyfriend was playing a video game and I asked him to use his insta because mine wasn’t working well (not to self he doesn’t use social media like that so he doesn’t have the insta app so he uses it on the internet) anyways he said no when I asked saying that he would have to log in etc so while he was playing the game I went on and I saw that he looked up his ex girlfriend I asked y and he said out of curiosity and tbh I don't know if this is normal to look up ur ex etc because I don’t so when I said that I freaked out because he said “I looked out of curiosity to see if she’s dead or alive I don’t hate the girl” tbh I just wanna know if I’m being over dramatic or I have a right to be mad. Also we met in October 2020 and he came from gorgia to NEW YORK we met at work and apparently her birthday is New Years, his sister is friends with her so back den he lied and said she was in the car with his sister when he called so out of respect he wished her happy birthday but 2 days ago I found out that he actually called her and wished her happy birthday because he said he promised before he left gorgia that he will call her on her birthday He also went along and said that she was his best friend. I just wanna know how I should feel cause it’s 2022 now and we still together. Am I being over dramatic or I just be mad.