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Me and this girl lost our virginities to each other. She was 16, I was 20. This is a long time ago and have not been with a girl since.

But part of me still has feelings for her.

The thing is, I BARELY KNEW HER IN REALITY.

I spoke to her online for 4 months before we met. It was a fling in all reality.

But do I have feelings for her because the intimacy felt good? Is it really because it was special?

Is it really because I have feelings for her? Or because what gives me these feelings is because of selfish reasons of having that pleasure?

I am SO CONFUSED. I tend to get love and lust mixed up easily to where I cannot distinguish between the two.

I'm a 21 year old who currently is in a relationship with a 17 year old teen girl (who's already about to graduate high school with a very good GPA) who had feelings for me and surprisingly made the first move on me, rather than me making the first move on her. We've met each other through a Student Orientation for University and I work at the University/College while still enrolled part-time (since I'm busy with a job and can't afford to live on my own and still live with my parents). I'll admit, it feels rather awkward at first, then I realized how surprisingly mature she is for her age compared to the rest of the other teen girls her age group.

Not only is she mature for her age, she also has the body figure of an athletic-curvy 28 year old woman (large thighs, very wide hips and small waist, basically a pear shape). I will admit, it's a guilty pleasure of mine to check her body out, considering that she still technically falls under being a minor here in the United States (although age consent laws vary by state and parents permission). On the bright side, she's not a child (would never ever be sexually attracted to children because I'm no scumbag pedo). She's a teenage who's on her way to become a young adult very soon and the state I live in, has the minimum age consent limit to 16 years old.

At first, I would refuse to be in a relationship with any younger girls, even if she's of legal age (18) and would rather only date a girl my age since I've heard many negative stories from a couple of buddies who dated younger girls but I gave this a shot and looks like it's surprisingly working out, going slowly one step at a time.