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They are very very close. They known each other for like 7 years since they were kids. The fact that they known each other for a long time is the only thing keeping me at ease because wouldn't something have happened by now? But at the same time, there has been so many stories of best friends falling in love with each other so I am super paranoid.

I noticed they seems to be getting more and more close recently. They cuddle together and casually hold hands a lot. Like they were even holding hands the entire time during a photoshoot. Then, I saw a video of her sitting on his lap with his arms around her waist. It wasn't like they were keeping it a secret though so I just ignored it thinking it's fine because they were just playing a game with the chair. They are each other favorite person - I told myself that it's okay if he doesn't see me as his favorite person because he knew her wayyyy longer. They even see each other as backup husband/wife.

I feel like the only difference is that we have sex and kiss but they obviously don't. We been dating for more than a year now but I need to know if this is normal and I am not wasting my time. Like should I be worried about his relationship with his girl best friend or is it normal between two friends?

So this question is mainly to girls but I do be happy to get answers from guys too.

First, I'm 17 years old (even though my profile is showing its 37 because of my sis messing around when I was making my email) and has never been on a relationship.

I used to have a nextdoor neighbor boy younger than me as child and we were such good friends that we'd cry when one isn't home, he moved away shorty after his dad died of cancer, after I finished my first year of elementary school and I felt empty (still dreaming of him occasionally, I don't know if he still remembers me and afraid to meet him again)

I had no younger cousins as my dad is the youngest

When my mom joked about wanting a third child I took it seriously and excitedly told her it has to be a boy! But she never got pregnant out of consideration of our financial situation as mid-class family.

Mom said: "Kids are expensive, grow up and give birth to your own little boy, don't turn to your poor mommy." I still remember the words vividly because of how painfully it hit me!!

Then I set my eyes on my maternal aumt when she got pregnant after getting married late (32-34), the bravest thing I did as kid outside is to poke my classmates to say my aunt is excepting a child and I'm going to be an older sister. When my younger brother turned into a younger sister, not even my favorite milk coffee got my mood better, but I did squeeze a smile to aunt and tried hugging the newborn when they took her home.

The impact of not getting a younger brother has influenced my ideal type.

My preferences leans to a boy a bit younger than me, an extrovert (I'm an introvert) and takes me for places (I'll gladly pay for his bill), NO DRUGS, smoke or drinks, tattoos are fine but piercings gives me chills just by looking, bold, lean-bodied, don't care for only his enjoyment and pull me in his activities, listens when I turn on my chatty mood just as I do for him, caress my hair, see more than one side of me and a bit shorter than me