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I save myself because I deserve to be loved and respected by the man who wants to spend his entire life with me. I fucking don't care about the pleasure that one night stand gives. It is huniliating to allow guys who want your holes use you. And that pleasure one night stand gives is what I can get from my man and even more than just pleasure.

Ever since I was little I always liked boys, I've had roughly 4 crushes in my life time. When I was 16 I started checking out males and females from top to bottom, I started questioning myself, I started feeling I wanted to kiss girls and try it out, I have moments where I want to kiss them and other times I don't even want to kiss them. I tried to picture myself dating them but I don't really think I do. Then when I start to like someone and they want something serious I tend to pull away. Some guys have told me I am a tease. I would play guys but not really realizing it. I've "Pleasured myself" ever since I was 12\13 years old. I enjoy it. Sometimes I would fantasising being the guy wishing I was the girl if that makes sense. Other times I would want nothing to do with anyone and not even be in a relationship and just focus on myself. (I still think this and I am 20) I go back and forth. Then I was recently talking to a guy and we were talking about stuff like this and he's like "I think your bi sexual when it comes to sex but straight when dating" I kind of got offended and he kept bringing it up and I told him to stop bringing it up and he eventually stopped. He said "I am just helping out a friend realizing who she truly is" keep in mind I've only known this guy for a month. He made me realise some things about myself (not just my sexuality) but other things. What do you think?