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I have been together with my boyfriend for 6 months now. I know he loves me a lot and has done many things to keep the relationship going. He has helped me grow, gave me prospective and always made an effort to make me happy. He has always been communicative and he is a wonderful person. He says that I have done a lot of things for him and he is really very grateful to have me in his life.

So he is a great person. I make him happy. But there is one little problem that bugs me. He has done it all from drugs to sex to partying to playing around to being in in serious relationships and is now ready to settle and sees me as his potential partner. I, on the other hand have been with very few guys, never have been in a serious relationship, have not done any drugs, never played around or rather how should I put it "I feel like I've never lived my life". I feel insecure.

We are very different. We have different thought processes and don't really agree to all of his opinions. I have tried to break up with him 2-3 times in the past but he always came back and asked me to stay. I can't pin point exactly what is going on.

I have never been in love before. I don't know if i can classify my feelings for him as love but I have never cared and thought anyone as much as I've thought about him. I've tried to tell him my insecurities but I've never got any satisfactory answers. I have no clue what is happening. I know one thing for sure, things can go slow no matter how hard we try; he sees his future with me and about me I don't know.