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I am new to this company. To the first month , I really find it hard who to spend my lunch with in the team and so I ALWAYS eat alone and sometimes cry because I was not used to. Until at a later point , I found Lunchmates with the other team.

However, I realized aside from lunch these people don't invite me going out and having happy hours. I saw a pictures of them posted on Facebook and I feel hurt. I tried begging myself having a lunch with them but they don't invite me. I understand they are team and I don't belong. Until it comes into a point that I a conflict one of them and I stop asking to go with them in lunch. I am afraid also What my own team will say to me.

In my own team , Nikka asked me to go with lunch but sometimes she don't invite me. she spends lunch with her friend in the team most of the time. We happen to eat together with Nikka , she asked me why I don't eat lunch anymore with the other team. I told her the truth that I had a conflict to one of them. And she asked me, do they still invite you. I said "Not so, anymore.."

Most of the time, I decided to eat and accepted the fact of being alone and lonely. I go to mall and have my lunch there , go to restaurant alone , bring a small food to my cubicle.

(need advises , thank you!)