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Guy 1

I know Michael 4 years. When another man sitting with us said that another girl who was with us has the best arse he knows of and then Michael said, "Her arse is nice but Noele's is lovely". I wrote this guy a love letter. He started reading it but I chickened out and grabbed it and I put it in my bag. Later on he told me to give him the letter so he can read it. I told him I don't have it. He asked me where it is. I pretended I burnt it. He tutted 4 times. I asked him out once. He asked me when. He referred to me as the nicest woman in the world. He said that I look very dishy. Everytime I talk about my ex's, he always looks at his phone. He admitted to me that he is jealous. In a previous love letter that I gave Michael, I told him I am in love with him and if he loves me too then tell me and that I hope he is in love with me. A week later after I gave Michael the letter, we were in the bar with friends with Michael said to me, "Now Noele, as much as I love you".

Guy 2

I know Nathan 7 years. I have asked Nathan out twice before. The first time he looked at the ground, he smiled and he said, "I'd love to". The second time he smiled and he said, "Yeah definitely". Once when he was talking to a group of people, I was a bit away from him. I didn't see a step infront of me when I felt myself falling into someone's arms. I looked up and I saw that it was Nathan smiling at me. Nathan saved me. When we were at a coffee morning with people, there was two people sitting in-between me and Nathan. Nathan leaned back on his chair and looked at me so I leaned back in my chair and looked at Nathan too. Earlier that day, Nathan was sitting down and I was standing up and Nathan looked over at me, he smiled at me, he looked me down and then up and then he smiled and he raised his eyebrows at me. Another time Nathan was talking to people and as soon as I called him, he came straight over to me. Nathan has never told me that he loves me.

Which guy should I go for and why?

My boyfriend and I have been long distance for almost 4 years now, but we've been seeing eachother a lot more often recently (once every one or two weeks opposed to once every few months) and the distance ends in two months!!! Now that it's so close I can't wait, I've been missing him like crazy.

I was thinking of channeling how much I miss him into a heartfelt gift, but I'm not sure if it's too much. I was thinking of buying a little journal and writing him daily notes/letters in it (just random things, whatever I'm feeling that day- why I love him, memories, how much I miss him, etc). But I don't know if it makes it seem like I'm overly into him in a weird way. We're 18. I don't wanna fine off too clingy or everything (lol who am I kidding I kind of am and after four years he knows that).

Since he's not as into sappy stuff as I am, I'm not sure if he'll appreciate it as much? I know I would be so touched to know he was thinking about me like that every day but I'm not sure if it could be perceived differently by other people. I wouldn't want to spend all my time writing only to have him lose the book or not read everything:(

Any tips? Should I do it? Or is it too much? I thought I'd see how guys feel about it.