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Should I just move on?

I was posting stories about how a guy coerced me and then this guy online tried to get close to me in a friendly way then we exchanged pics and he was like OMG you’re my future wife. And he started asking me if I wanted to have this basically D/s relationship with him where he tells me what to eat and wear all the time. Now I agreed and I like being under someone but I know now that I can’t just submit to any old Joe.

So at the time he was talking about how I’m going to be his wife and he soon flew from Chicago to my state. Thinking back I’m like why would he pay for a plane ticket just to lie, pump and dump me when he can easily do the same in his own state. It’s weird.

That’s why I’m questioning what the hell was this all about?

Anyway, we were together for a few days then he flew back to Chicago. He was still talking about how I was going to go to Chicago and move in with him and get married. I started asking about like ‘so when are you going to tell your family about me’ because I didn’t realize he hadn’t… and he said he can’t tell his mom yet because she wouldn’t understand our D/s relationship. I was like ok… but I started getting annoyed because be was being “too busy” (now I know that’s a fake ass excuse), he immediately blocked me EVERYWHERE even on the website we met LOL, and that was a year ago.

What was his whole point? Why did he do all that stuff?

So, my boyfriend, my mom, and I went to a small town, and I wanted to drink a smoothie. I pleaded with them to take me to a café where a man was singing live. I was happy listening to the music and enjoying my smoothie. But once I was done, I wanted to leave, while the other two were still singing along and enjoying themselves.

BUT I WAS TIRED OF THE VIBE. I wanted to leave right then, so I sat there, making my desire to leave clear on my face. Yet they kept ordering drinks. I couldn’t take it anymore—I just wanted to leave. I was tired of listening to the music. So I decided to take a walk outside.

I left and crossed the corner. When I wanted to return, a dog blocked the way, so I took the long route.

When I came back, my mom told me my boyfriend had gone looking for me. Thirty minutes later, he returned sweating. He had run all around the town, imagining the worst. He convinced himself I’d been kidnapped by human traffickers or killed in the forest (I’d been gone less than 20 minutes).

He even showed me statistics about how many women are kidnapped per year. Then he gave me the silent treatment because I wasn’t taking him seriously—if anything, I was laughing.

Finally, when they took me out of that putrid café, we went home. While driving, he talked to my mom about how I should be responsible for myself. Something about noticing an old man following me, waiting for the opportunity, etc. Then he suddenly stopped talking because his arm started stinging—from his hand to his ear.

When his episode ended, he said he has a heart abnormality where it beats faster than normal and he’s prone to those issues. He hadn’t had one in two years.

So, who do you think was in the wrong? I don’t know if I was irresponsible or if they were being dramatic. They’re calling me selfish for leaving the café without telling them. But from my perspective, the café wasn’t the vibe, so I left—as I should have.