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So this guy and I had met a few times before and then stopped talking for some months. Then one day he texts me and asks me to meet him but I keep delaying it. This went on for about 8-9 months, he would mostly be the one to initiate conversations, and then two months ago he was really begging me to meet him but I said I’m busy and then I left him on read for 2 months. After that when I started a convo recently he said he is seeing someone else now casually and not hooking up with other people (I have a feeling he said that to make me jealous) but even tho I was mad after hearing that I told him even I’m seeing someone but I wouldn’t mind meeting you. To which he replied “Yeah I really want to see you. You didn’t meet for so long, else wouldn’t have seen anyone else. But let’s go for a drive or something?”
and now we have plans to meet and he seems very excited but it’s really messing with my head cause I still like him and I don’t want him to see other girls.

This is a very personal and emotional post for me so please don’t be disrespectful.

When I was 16-18 I struggled with depression and self-harm due to verbal and psychological abuse I was receiving from a family member. At 18 I moved out , started seeing a therapist and started taking antidepressants.

I’m 22 now and I’m in a very good space mentally and emotionally. I have grown a lot as a person and I feel like I’m ready for a relationship. However, I’m very self conscious about my self-harm scar and I’m worried that guys will judge me by it before they even get to know me.
So my question is > is this scar a major turn off? Or would you be able to look past it?

I got drunk and came onto a guy that I had rejected a couple months prior. I told him I had feelings for him.

The very next day he began texting me again, which he hadn’t done since I rejected him (before then he would text me all of the time). He would text me memes or start conversations about really anything. I took this to mean that he was single and still interested.

Come to find out, he wasn’t single. He recently made it official with the girl he had been seeing, but didn’t tell me.

So, I confronted him and said I think he should have told me he had a girlfriend and that I felt mislead and didn’t think we should talk anymore. In response, he told me that he only started texting me again because he didn't want me to be embarrassed about coming onto him, and he wanted me to know that we could still be friends (FYI, we were never really friends). He also said he didn’t tell me he had a girlfriend because she wanted to keep their relationship private. He says he hopes we can still be friends.

I think this is total bs and he knew good and well he was leading me on (maybe for an ego stroke). Do you think he really just wanted to be friends, or was he playing me?

Bruh I matched with this guy on hinge like 20 days ago we’ve been snapchatting like every day and he’s chill but it’s v scattered conversations.

Cuz he’s a morning person and I’m a night owl so deadass when he wakes up at like 8am he’ll be like “good morning!” And I’ll wake up for a second and snap him back like 2 hours later, fall back asleep, then stay asleep til the afternoon. Then when I am awake he’s busy doing hw and my semester already ended 🥴, so it’s like every two hours or whatever we’ll snap eachother back then dude falls asleep at 9pm and just replies to something I said the night before.

He lives by my school which is only an hour away but no dick is worth the Rona so we’re not planning on meeting up any time soon. But this is getting BORING. Also he’s a Taurus (I don't know what else) so he’s v aloof and was only like sexual/flirty the first couple days then we just didn’t talk about it again. I swear the talking stage is funky.

I’m kind of just seeing how this goes not really expecting much to happen cuz who knows? What do you guys (& girls) think?