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I am 27 and never had a real girlfriend. I didn't lose my virginity until I was 20 to a 16 year old girl (also a virgin), but she largely let me have sex with her out of pity I feel. She didn't want anything to do with me after that weekend. I haven't touched a woman since.

I had an online thing with this one girl for several months, and she rejected me upon meeting me in person. I was also rejected recently by this other girl who was 17 after talking for a solid month online.

Women don't notice me at all. I am short at 5'6". Yes, I am overweight, but even if I lost weight, I still have to deal with being really short.

Really, I want a woman without a romantic past where we can be each other's first loves. Meaning, she has never had a first love or a boyfriend before. I like younger women, so maybe I still have a chance.

I still almost get sick to my stomach thinking about it.

Back in 2020, I met this girl on a coding forum. We talked and really hit it off. She was around 18 and never even had a male friend before. She never had a boyfriend or a first love. She never even kissed a guy. She was homeschooled and grew up in a strict Catholic family. I was so excited.

We continued to talk for months, and I finally met her in person where she discovered I wasn't her type. I was too short in height for her preference. Plus, she wanted me to come off my medications completely, which I was hesitant to do.

Now, she is engaged to another guy about to get married in April of this year. I get sick to my stomach almost thinking about it. I still have dreams of her. He gets to be her first everything.

Do you think that was the one and only time I was to find a woman like that without a romantic past, even never having a male friend before?