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the man who I love and was with for 5 years was imprisoned. its been 8 years sense he's been gone. I've dated a few guys but none who I ever truly loved. even trew the dating me and estevan (the prisoner) have belived that we will end up together. I have always wanted a baby but was never able to have one. till just resently, im pregnent from my most resent relationship. im very happy about my baby but also really sad. Estevan gets out in 2 months. my babys father is worthless and is going to rehab for 7 months. I trully want nothing to do with him. what should I do?

Ok, so, months back my boyfriend and I split. He was 29 and I was 21, so naturally, he was at the age of wanting to settle down.

We were pretty good together, it's just, my upbringing made it hard for us to truly be together. I've been brought up strictly as a Christian and he's an atheist.

Things were getting intense with us, and he'd mentioned marriage and how he wanted to be a dad (he'd even asked many times in all seriousness if we could 'make a baby').

In the end, due to my upbringing I ended up pushing him away and getting distant from him. We began arguing and things ended... awfully. All because I felt unable to put in the effort that I should have Due to my circumstances.

However, I've been missing him from the day and hour we split, and I still can't stand the thought of him with anyone else. He's a great guy, and I fear someone will snatch him up soon.

Personally, I really want to have a baby too. I think he might still feel the same. And I'm thinking regardless of how I've been brought up, this is my life. And I'd kinda like to take these next steps with this guy by my side.

My career's on track now, so I just feel it's time to get my love life together again. And my baby fever is really bad right now.

Should I go for it?