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To me, the idea of eating with others is far more foreign than eating alone could ever be to most people, or at least that's the vibe I'm getting.

As a kid, my father got home 2-3 hours before my mother did, leaving my brother and I to eat with my dad. My father provided for me, but that's all he did, he never helped raise me, teach me, all he did was insult, threaten and scold me and my mother at every opportunity.

My brother was the son he wanted and I'm the one he wishes he didn't have, that's how he's made me feel every day since I was born.

For this reason, I started taking food to my room to stay away from him. In school, the noise and frequent rejection from others pushed me to find a teacher willing to let me and a few others eat in a room away from the cafeteria. Even then, I never went to talk, I went because I didn't like my classmates and didn't like being around them.

I never felt welcome or belonging, only 2 people ever made me feel anything but unwanted. For all these reasons, eating alone was pretty much the only way to eat.

It has been 16 years since I sat at a table with just my parents and brother, and I will never eat with my father alone, and I'm sorry to say that I really do mean that.

In high school, I ate at the table closest to the door, I ate fast, usually just a couple minutes. I didn't talk to anyone, I just ate, took my enzymes and went to the courtyard to throw the football. I'd accepted that aside from throwing a football outside, me and others just weren't ever going to have any kind of relationship, discussion, we were never going to spend time together, so I kept to myself, and frankly, I was as annoyed with their presence as they were with mine. So the hatred was very mutual

As you've noticed, I've been more open but still, I have no shortage of hesitation to change eating from a necessary refueling of the body to a social environment.

But I'll get there. Is eating a social event for you?

These were someone's words in the 40's, are they still relevant in today's relationships, with today's divorce rates, and single people etc.

Would you say them to your partner?

I love you because -

You try to understand every single thing I do.

You're always there to lend a helping hand.

No matter what the world may say about me, I know your love will see me through.

I love the way you never doubt me.

My heart is lighter every time I'm walking by your side.

The futures brighter the door to happiness, you open wide.

For a hundred thousand reasons.

But most of all I love you 'cause you're you.

What is your opinion?

Would you say them to your partner?

I don't have a stable job, I'm still in school and will probably won't finish for a few years, I still live with my family, I'm not ugly but also not good looking but I'm out of shape and have little time for the gym, and also have very little relationship experience. Should I just make peace with life as a permanently single man and have people treat me normally?

This girl came into my work the other morning and we seemed to hit it off right away. She was very friendly and sweet, beautiful, very fit looking, about 30. She had a sweatshirt on, with big letters across the front that said "Got Jesus?" or "Get Jesus". Now I don't go for all that holy hogwash, so when I read that Jesus business I was disappointed and thought to myself "oh well". I would still date or be in a relationship with a woman who is religious, but in my experience women are less forgiving about that sort of thing.