I don't think I'll ever be a normal person?

I think I am never gonna be normal person. I’m not from normal family where parents communicated with their kids and truly cared about them. People always judged my looks and didn’t want to talk with me. Every interaction with other people were awkward and unpleasant for me. I didn’t achieve anything and so tired of my life. I always think about killing myself.
I don't think I'll ever be a normal person?
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