Are non-white women allowed to live peacefully in the West?

As an Indian woman living in India, my days are very peaceful as compared to the racism I face online. It’s so bad that I have to block at least 3 people EVERY month.
So in India, I haven’t been called muddy skinned because I don’t have dark skin. But white people said that to me on this app when I had done my makeup in a Western way (bronzer etc.) Recently a racist white woman called me a racist even when I said nothing to degrade her based on her appearance while she called me pale as heck.
Indian people, on the other hand, make me feel like a beauty even when I don’t feel like one. Even women have said positive things to me about my appearance.
So I believe Indians aren’t as racist as people say they are because then why haven’t they said negative things to me? I agree that Indian MEN treat dark-skinned Indian women poorly but at least some of us are safe. It seems that in the West, you’re not allowed to live happily if you’re not white. The fact that I have faced racism reveals to me that many women who have much darker features naturally must be going through HELL in the West.
When I imagine living in such a country, I imagine being extremely depressed and lonely. As an Indian woman living in India, I don’t have to apply tons of makeup or even colour my hair. I don’t have to undergo lots of plastic surgeries while people on this app told me to change my nose because it’s “big”. I’m sorry I don’t want to look like an ALIEN. Another guy said my lips were too thin. I’m sorry but none of the guys I’ve dated said anything like that.
I choose a peaceful life over more money in the West.
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I know my question might get removed for “spamming” because the admins here allow racism but not a discussion about it.
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And no you CANNOT treat Indian women the same way as Indian men because we DON’T invade the personal space of any white tourist in our country by asking for selfies with them or asking them to dance for us (please google how an embarrassing Indian guy was asking a Russian tourist to dance for him), many tourists get molested or harassed etc. Indian girls, on the other hand, are getting crapped on simply for not looking white enough. I believe behaviour should be considered
Are non-white women allowed to live peacefully in the West?
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