Anyone else tired of this life or world?

[Anonymous]

(forgive my grammar) Tired of paying to live on the planet. Tired of how hard life is as a woman let alone a woman of color. Tired of putting on makeup. Tired of being fantasized when I put on makeup. It's like people go insane and hypnotic. I'm tired of girls getting jealous I'm literally drowning in loneliness no boyfriends and no friends and of course I always attract narcissist or guys who are no good. Tired of being harrassed when walking because I don't have a car almost everyday there's a new car sitting on the street waiting for me to walk close to the car then speed off or someone driving slowly by me and you can tell they are trying to follow me. If I don't wear makeup I get judged and treated inhumane if I do wear it people treat me like an object. Tired of being squeezed for money and life in America is not joyful in anyway. Tired of living in California and especially the southern part where it's so shallow and expensive. Tired of dealing with prejudice because of my skin tone. Tired of being insecure because you are expected to be top notch perfect and yet every other fair skin woman is treated like a princess while I'm either treated like a doormat or a toy. Also dating is almost impossible these days to find some genuinely who will treat you right. Tired of not being able to afford the house and yet all the celebrities and rich people can live life so peacefully. It's like life is planned if you are not born rich or a certain skin tone then your life is planned. (Grammar English isn't my first) America doesn't even feel safe to live in nothing but crime and constant trafficking. People also look miserable just about everywhere. I know there's other places worse but America seems like a country that treats you likes a robot and squeezes every single dime. I'm tired of the expectations here as a woman. Im made to feel ashamed for my thin body type and my hair type. I'm constantly in danger walking it's not like I have a car or a partner.

[Dargil]

There are places that you can live that are largely immune to that. Surprisingly enough, even though you may be Black, one place that you would like is the Philippines. They are indifferent to color and they do not concern themselves much with the kind of social protocols that you are complaining about. Go to the southern Visaya islands. Not lose on around Manila. They act too much like Western Europeans and Americans.

[Dargil]

Not Luzon

[ProbablyClueless]

I'm not tired of it. I also make a super intentional effort to focus on the positive side of life though.

[exitseven]

Truthfully, I feel like I in a lot of ways I am just getting started. It sounds to me that you are depending too much on other people. You are the one who is in charge of your life.

[jshm2]

Nah, you just need to move to a place with better friends, and a better network.

[Abbycado]

No, I can’t relate.

[blackeagle007]

I wonder if this is a trolling thread

[seeyounexttuesday]

Sounds like you need to stop acting like a victim.

[Anonymous]

Yes, I know how you feel.

[Anonymous]

Yes, I have been for years.