Search Results: getting married at a young age

I am 31 years old. I have held 25 jobs since the age of 15. I have been hospitalized in a psych hospital more than 20 times. In my late teens/early 20s, I became obsessed with finding another virgin to lose my virginity to. I lost my virginity at age 20 to a 16 year old young woman, and later I was arrested and convicted of stalking after trying to desperately and pathetically win her love. I ended up losing my EMT license after the entire ordeal. Then I went into software engineering and because I became desperate after trying to find a woman without a romantic past (after realizing being a woman's first love was more important than taking her virginity), I managed to get myself into an even more troublesome situation. I ended up getting kicked out of the software engineering community and being blacklisted all around town.

I finally managed to find the love of my life, and we are now married. We are each other's first real relationship. I regret all my stupidity from the past, but how as it stands, I am 31 years old and barely leave the house. Now I just collect disability.

It sure seems like that. Girls find, that they are wanted so much by boys and men, not knowing, that their inherited beauty and youth have enabled it for them in the first place. It is not until they reach their middle ages, that they are getting swapped out for girls younger than themselves. If that's not true or I'm a misogynistic pig, then why is it considered improper to ask a woman's age, huh?

Some girls resort to being their worst selves after first experiencing their time in being among the highest desirable female demographics for dating and relationships, resorting to abrasive actions e. g. insulting the average Joe's as losers and chasing after the top 10% of men and dismissing any amount of criticism in their direction as "misogyny, jealousy, bitter losers, that nobody wants". Say what you want about that and call me a misogynistic pig but I have personally observed this happening multiple times! Ew, yuck!

Enough of that now. I know of a few examples, who were pretty and young and they didn't land poor choices, knowing their perks at that time: One girl married a guy, that seemed like a dependable man (they escaped from the country I was stuck at), another has married a guy, that's easy to get along with but then they have peacefully separated for unknown to me reasons (they too escaped from the country I was stuck at). Me escaped too but I'm single still.