Break Up & Divorce
2 mo

Is there life after divorce? Why do I keep having miscarriages he made me feel so stupid but I don't think that I am?

So I married my 55 year old band teacher right after I turned 18.

He was separated from his ex wife. My parents were rich alcoholics that fought a lot and I felt unsafe there. My brother said I could stay at his house but his wife made me feel unwanted. So my band teacher hooked me up with a little place so I could have peace and we found solace in each other.

Everything was great until I miscarried twice the first year. Then he started getting mad about everything. He got mad because I got a job teaching ballet and yoga. He got mad I got a car. He got mad I went out for my 21st birthday for the weekend with my friends. He got mad because I ordered food he didn't want me ordering. I miscarried four more times after that.

I ended up leaving after the giant freakout over me wearing a bikini and refusing to take it off when we were in Orlando at the beach. I ended up getting a hotel room for the rest of trip by myself. His younger daughter who is my age helped me move out when I wasn't home. Right after I got into a really competitive music program which I am really happy about it. I am a two years in and doing great.

sometimes I bump into him and he says I shouldn't try I am too dumb I will never make it and who did I sleep with to get into the program? I try not to let it bother me but sometimes It does. Is this normal?

Updates
2 mo
His two oldest daughters were pissed we got together. I never met them. They are older than me. They don't talk to him and he is not allowed contact with his grandkids. Because of me. I assume.
I know it's a little weird I got into a relationship with an older guy but he showered me with so much attention. it was nice.
Is there life after divorce? Why do I keep having miscarriages he made me feel so stupid but I don't think that I am?
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