Search Results: getting past a disability

I am 31 years old. I have held 25 jobs since the age of 15. I have been hospitalized in a psych hospital more than 20 times. In my late teens/early 20s, I became obsessed with finding another virgin to lose my virginity to. I lost my virginity at age 20 to a 16 year old young woman, and later I was arrested and convicted of stalking after trying to desperately and pathetically win her love. I ended up losing my EMT license after the entire ordeal. Then I went into software engineering and because I became desperate after trying to find a woman without a romantic past (after realizing being a woman's first love was more important than taking her virginity), I managed to get myself into an even more troublesome situation. I ended up getting kicked out of the software engineering community and being blacklisted all around town.

I finally managed to find the love of my life, and we are now married. We are each other's first real relationship. I regret all my stupidity from the past, but how as it stands, I am 31 years old and barely leave the house. Now I just collect disability.

Sure, I am still young, well sort of. But realize that I have never called a girl my girlfriend all throughout my middle school, high school, college-age years, and beyond, except for a week, but it was awkward and she turned into a trangender dude a few years later.

Moat men and women have had at least a significant other, if not multiple exes and current boyfriend/gfs by now.

Fuck, even a lot of people are getting engaged and married at my age, yet I have never had an actual girlfriend. One one my good friends is already married by age 21.

My biggest set back is that I cannot get over a woman's romantic past, especially relationships she formed when she was younger. I will always stick by that and for reasons I believe are good.

In addition, I am an Aspie and still live at home and on disability. I am probably a late bloomer in maturity and many other aspects of life too.