Is God and Heaven real?

I’m desperate to talk to God because I want to overcome my negative past and look forward to the future. I feel like I can never forgive myself of all stupid mistakes I’ve made in my past. I want Heaven to be real and not a fairy tale. The day I die, I want to be in a world where there’s no more suffering, nobody having any disabilities, nobody’s an amputee, nobody getting sick or injured, no more good byes, etc. There are times when I wish my earthly life would end.
Is God and Heaven real?
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