I use to love a girl and she she knows it?

I was getting divorced and I said my girlfriend that my papers is in process she was waiting as she claimed she loves me too but before that I got married she got hurt but she knew my family wasn’t ready for her so I had to marry a girl but I got divorced in 3 months and I was also connected with with my ex then my ex came back and we again came in relation I wanted to marry her but the few months it took me to clear the papers I paid alimony some lacs I was very disturbed but yet I was doing it just to clear my papers so that I can marry her she was waiting and when my work was almost finish she said I don’t want to marry you and you did the same and blocked me
I use to love a girl and she she knows it?
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