Break Up & Divorce

I feel terrible for this?

My husband (30m) and I (29f) have been married for 7 months. For context, my parents and I contributed 90% and my husband contributed 10% for our house. My in-laws were upset at this and expected my parents and I to pay in full for the house my husband and I were going to live in.

This has resulted in my in-laws calling me a gold digger and saying I ruined their son's life. They'd then gift me old things from the trash, started disrespecting me and cussed at me. My husband still took their side and allowed his brother to mock me and just laughed along. He'd show his parents screenshots of our personal chats and I'd always be in tears.

I still wanted him to visit his parents, but since I wasn’t invited to their home so he then proceeded to leave me and alternate spending a week with his parents and then a week with me. It didn't feel like a marriage at all so I asked for a post-nup before asking for a divorce as I couldn't lose the house my parents gifted me. He didn't agree and we got into an argument.

Due to the stress, I ended up in hospital and my husband didn’t care to visit me. I felt very low, and later in an argument questioned his love for me. He was furious and chocked me for a second and I snapped and bit him really hard that it caused him to cry in pain. His cries still sting my heart and I feel like a terrible person. He still has a bruise and I repeatedly apologised to him but I can't help feel terrible.

I feel terrible for this?
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