Do you think im a bitter bm?

My child father doesn't see our 2 years old son like that because my ex always abuse me in front of our son. Like last time in July 2025 I visit my bd so he can see our son we got into an argument he spit in my face, he slapped me, choked me, had my nose bleeding, nose bleeding, coughing up blood and broke my phone so I won't call for help in front of our kid since then I haven't been around him or his family but yet he call me a bitter bm but Im scared he may kill me one day.

Do you think im a bitter bm?
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