ftm means female to male of you didn't know. I've been on testosterone for awhile and I also workout so I look male and no one ever knows I'm trans unless I tell them. I'm 6'0 so that helps. This is very understandable if someone doesn't but could you see yourself dating someone who looks and identifies as a certain gender while having the sexual organs of another? Tbh i don't see why someone would intentionally date a trans person when you could have the real thing. Would that throw you off too much when being intimate or is it fine? I've never met any girls who were okay with it and I'm slightly scared that I'll never have a serious relationship. Quite tired of getting "you're attractive but I need a real guy sorry :(".