I feel devastated. My long distance boyfriend got married without telling me after he ignored me for a whole month. How to cope this feeling. ?

It's been 4 years.. he gave no red flags, and out of sudden he told me this. I feel sick knowing this. How I'm going to trust guys.. how to find good guys after this happens to me? I'm turning 28 next year.. I was waiting for him to purpose me.. but this is what I got... why... I want to get marry too.. I did my best to be a good woman for him.. but why he didn't choose me..

I feel devastated. My long distance boyfriend got married without telling me after he ignored me for a whole month. How to cope this feeling. ?
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